Here it is...final hours of 2009  

Posted by OutlawZ

wow...here it is...
once again...
in the final hours of the year..
and I am sick...lol...
like literally SICK...
at least my headache is gone...
but I still have sore throat and a lil bit heavy on my head...
ugh....sigh....
One shit after another....
will this ever end?
hahah....nah...doesn't seem likely....
it would take more than miracle for it to ever end....

how am I suppose to enjoy the final hours of 2009?
doesn't seem to be easy at all....
why is it so hard for me to do anything?
why are there so many questions running within my head?
why do I even ask so many questions?
bahhhhhh!!!
I really need to stop all this shits....
I am just going to cause my own demise if this goes on....
there's nothing much I can do but just hope....
hope that I can enjoy the final hours....
it's like wishing upon the impossible....
hahahaha....

or maybe I should just stop wishing
and stop hoping too...
for I always wish for something impossible...
and having false hope all the time...
heh....bloody hell....
seriously....
I need to stop thinking.....
maybe I should just get drunk and wasted tonight...
that could be a fun stuff....
but getting drunk will only last this long....
after that...it will still come back to haunt me again...lol
hmmmmmm....
ahhhh!!!! whatever...
time for my lunch....then maybe get some sleep...

-OutlawZ-
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