2010...  

Posted by OutlawZ

so here it is...
another year has gone by...
it's already 2010...
wow...10 years or a decade in this new millennium...
hmmmmm...
and I am still sick...lol...
still having sore throat...coughing...runny nose...
what else....oh yea....diarrhea....
ughhhhh....been 2 days...
and this is the 3rd day already...
sucks to the max...lol

hmmmm....
so let's see...what is coming up...
for the year 2010....
there is the WORLD CUP...ahhhh
it's going to be in South Africa...
can't think of anything more...
haha...
anyway...goodnight people...

-OutlawZ-
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Here it is...final hours of 2009  

Posted by OutlawZ

wow...here it is...
once again...
in the final hours of the year..
and I am sick...lol...
like literally SICK...
at least my headache is gone...
but I still have sore throat and a lil bit heavy on my head...
ugh....sigh....
One shit after another....
will this ever end?
hahah....nah...doesn't seem likely....
it would take more than miracle for it to ever end....

how am I suppose to enjoy the final hours of 2009?
doesn't seem to be easy at all....
why is it so hard for me to do anything?
why are there so many questions running within my head?
why do I even ask so many questions?
bahhhhhh!!!
I really need to stop all this shits....
I am just going to cause my own demise if this goes on....
there's nothing much I can do but just hope....
hope that I can enjoy the final hours....
it's like wishing upon the impossible....
hahahaha....

or maybe I should just stop wishing
and stop hoping too...
for I always wish for something impossible...
and having false hope all the time...
heh....bloody hell....
seriously....
I need to stop thinking.....
maybe I should just get drunk and wasted tonight...
that could be a fun stuff....
but getting drunk will only last this long....
after that...it will still come back to haunt me again...lol
hmmmmmm....
ahhhh!!!! whatever...
time for my lunch....then maybe get some sleep...

-OutlawZ-
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Congratulations to myself  

Posted by OutlawZ

I have done it again
I don't know how...but somehow...
hahaha...
I knew it from the beginning anyway...
and yet...I was foolish enough to not trust my own brain...
foolish enough to go with what my heart says...
heh....so in the end....
I am a fool....a jackass....a retard.....
and the history repeats itself ever again....

it all started in the year 2007.....
bad ending for the year 2007......
which moves on to a bad beginning in the year 2008...
then it was all fine...
till the end of 2008 which is again another bullshit...
then of course it makes 2009 another shitty beginning...
so now in the final days of 2009....
OH YES...YOU GUESSED IT RIGHT!!!
bloody arse ending...yet again...
how I did it? I wish I know...
but I just did....hahahahahaaa.....

After so many years...
and yet I still can't change...
I kept telling others and myself the same old thing....
being nice is retarded....never ever be nice...
and now...lol...after all this while....
I am still doing it...
even though I told myself from the very beginning...
and I kept reminding myself too...
my brain knows being nice will never work...
but my heart kept saying anything in possible....
in the end...the brain wins....
hahahahaha....
so once again....I'm going to stress it out....
hopefully this will be the last time....
which is also of course my new year resolution...
which is also has been mine since the year 2007
so here it goes....
NEVER EVER BE A NICE PERSON...

-OutlawZ-
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Back at Penang...back to work...lol  

Posted by OutlawZ

Back at Penang on Sunday...
around 5pm...
it was a long trip...haha...
5 days 4 nights...
but it was fun though...
bought some clothes...
hanging out with friends...
even went to a Cyber Cafe there...
hahahah...
shisha for 2 days
heh....but now...it's time for work...
time to start my lifeless life...
lifeless life of a working life haha...

-OutlawZ-
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Off to KL  

Posted by OutlawZ

it is time...
time for me to go to KL...
my bus will depart at 11am...
just about 1 hour to go...
hmmmmm...
and I have just bought a new pair of shoes today..
it's
Nike Air Force 1 '09 :D
MUAAHAHAHHA!!!
and it's
PURE WHITE...
anyway...more shopping spree is abound...
I am obliged to shop in KL...LOL!!!
yes...it is a must to shop in KL :D
so...see ya little kids later!

-OutlawZ-
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First day of work...  

Posted by OutlawZ

So...yup...
I have started my job as a trainee in Western Digital...
in the IT Department...heh...
the place is huge...
it's a production plant...
what do you expect? haha...
there are so many things that I need to learn...
so many things to remember...
ugh....
I wonder if my brain can take so much info...
and with my exam coming up in a few weeks time...
this is gonna be a challenge to me...
or is it? hahahaha....
it is a tiring job...
you have to walk a lot...move a lot...
and the jobs can never be finish...
it will just keep on coming in...
goes on and on and on and on.....lol
but it is a good experience I guess...
we shall see how the 2nd day goes
hehe...
adios........

-OutlawZ
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The Verdict...  

Posted by OutlawZ

I have made up my mind...
and my verdict will be...go for it...
I actually have been thinking about taking a full time job or not...
it's a job in Western Digital...
and the position I am applying is help desk...
another name for it would be IT Support...
been thinking for days and I finally decided to take the job...
this is a big decision for me...hahaha...
means I'll have to sacrifice most of my time for the job...
it's from Monday to Friday...
and 8am to - 6pm...10 hours per day...
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn...that's a long working hours...
but oh well...it's a good start anyway...
a good opportunity...
this is a big company...an international company...
so I guess it's pretty cool...hahaha...
well...wish me all the best then...

-OutlawZ-
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Life....  

Posted by OutlawZ

okay kids...
we are going to talk about life for today....
hahahahaha....wtf?!
hmmmm...let's see here....
there is this proverb or sentence or whatever you want to call it...
"If life hands you lemons, make lemonade"
so...does that mean that uh...
if life gives you shit...you make even more shit than anyone can handle?
hahaha...isn't that how it's supposed to work?
making something even better than it was suppose to be?
hmmmmm?
heh...sigh...

then...another interesting thing...
about hypocrites...ahhh yes...
everyone is a hypocrite...including myself...
but yet...everyone denies that they are...
why is that so?
well of course some people are being hypocritical to a certain extent...
while some are just...well...just mind-blasting
haahaha...
but why are we all a hypocrite?

lastly...I think that deep inside everyone...
like really really really deep within...
everyone wants to get disappointed...somehow...yea...
I mean everyone always expect this and that...
hoping for this and that...
and yet we all know we are certainly bound to get disappointed...
but we still do it anyway...hahaha...
what is wrong with us humans anyway?
maybe we just like to get disappointed I guess?
hah...
so anyway...have fun with your life...
and uh...this is just a FOR FUN post...
I've got nothing better to do...so kill me

-OutlawZ-
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It's already in the middle of November...  

Posted by OutlawZ

went to Genting Highlands last weekend...
take a midnight bus on Friday night...
reached Genting at around 5am...
lol...bloody hell...
we were all like half dead when we reached there...
freaking undeads/zombies/
hahaha...
didn't get to sleep much in the bus...
and we have to wait till 12pm to check-in...
so they say...
but the counters/receptions were not open till 12.30 or so...
but luckily we took the numbers earlier...
we were just like 193 in number...
got the number at 5am and we are already at 193...
crazy ass people must have came at like 3am? LOL...
NUTS!!!!
took about 2 hours to reach our number...
man...
hmmmmmm...

ok...no more tiny little details...
nothing much after that...
eat, sleep, play, party, enjoy...
overall...I guess it was fun...
although it was extremely tiring...
but I guess as long as you are having fun...it doesn't matter right?
anyway......
I am sick again...yay...
sigh...lovely weather.......
grrrrrrr

-OutlawZ-
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THIS IS IT  

Posted by OutlawZ


I have only 1 word to describe this movie...
well 2 actually...
and it's...AWESOMELY
LEGEN...wait for it...DARY!!!!!!!!!
AWESOMELY LEGENDARY!!!
oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
I mean come on...
we are talking about THE MAN himself...
THE KING...
we can't expect to see anything less from him...
IT'S A 100% MUST WATCH for all of his fans...
although it was only clips of his rehearsals...
but you can see the passion that he puts in it...
he puts everything in it...
and he won't do anything less than perfect...
so once again...
GO AND WATCH IT!!

-OutlawZ-
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